Time is running and clock is ticking and I would rather saying that I am busying myself with the works. Sometimes I just felt like I have no time for myself, for my family.
Fortunately, I have a superior who always advise and motivate me to perform my job better and to take care of health, my future, and religious ibadah. Alhamdulillah. Thanks for being concern. Sometimes I just being guilty to myself for being unfair. Unfair.
I know that I should take care of myself as I already promised it since the operation. The history which might be a recurrence one. I accept it as my fate. Have faith. No regret.
Parents just get worry every time. All parents, in fact. And I'm really sorry for making you worrying about me. I hope your pray and du'a will always be with me. I hope and pray that I will meet someone who will release your worries. It must be tiring waiting this daughter to built her own life. I'm sorry for that and I'm really really sorry. InsyaAllah, one fine day.