Sunday, April 29, 2012

Chasing, Running... it's tiring...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Time is running and clock is ticking and I would rather saying that I am busying myself with the works. Sometimes I just felt like I have no time for myself, for my family.

Fortunately, I have a superior who always advise and motivate me to perform my job better and to take care of health, my future, and religious ibadah. Alhamdulillah. Thanks for being concern. Sometimes I just being guilty to myself for being unfair. Unfair.

I know that I should take care of myself as I already promised it since the operation. The history which might be a recurrence one. I accept it as my fate. Have faith. No regret.

Parents just get worry every time. All parents, in fact. And I'm really sorry for making you worrying about me. I hope your pray and du'a will always be with me. I hope and pray that I will meet someone who will release your worries. It must be tiring waiting this daughter to built her own life. I'm sorry for that and I'm really really sorry. InsyaAllah, one fine day.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

She has the courage..which I wish I had too...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Yes, she has the courage which I wish I have now.

We had the conversation and we shared our thought. She had the points, she has the plan, and now she is executing them.

Congratulation dear. I'm gaining the courage from you and wish me that one fine day, I will have the strength and claim that I have the courage and even more than you.

I wish you all the best for your future undertaking and I am pretty sure that Allah's blessing is always with you and your family.

p/s: Such a frustrated with the new album I bought. Previous album is much better.

Thursday, April 5, 2012


Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Oh, sangat lama! LAMA.

Hectic and mess, sangat tak keruan, macam-macam.

On the appraisal day, I was asked what things have hold me to meet the KPIs. I was like, hurm, breathless and silence for a moment. "Maybe my boss have the answer", I replied.

And they really taking it seriously! Not bad, I guess. By now, one personnel have been transferred to my dept which intentionally to assist me and my boss in some workscopes which could improve my KPIs. Isn't that scary?

Meaning that, after this, I shouldn't have any excuse to deliver my job list in time. Phewww..

Actually, this is also an opportunity to that person to have add-on values to the jobscope performed for all this while. So, it's a win-win situation anyway.

Done with that. Hopefuly, its help. InsyaAllah.

At this moment, so many things clouded in my head. I just pray that it will be smooth for me. InsyaAllah.

p/s : sedang mencari album baru Maher Zain, 'Forgive Me'. Mesti takde orang nak bagi hadiah, so pandai-pandailah pergi beli sendiri, ahaks.